Feed meee!

I bloody want food!

That is all.

Moods

I keep switching from mood to mood... it's odd. First I'm morbid and self-loathing (see previous post), then bone-shatteringly tired, then I sleep for about five hours (if that) and I'm all buzzy and exciteable. Right now I'm an odd mix of the last two. In RL I'm all tired and sleepy, but I get on the laptop and my fingers start zooming over the keyboard. THIS MAKES NO SENSE. Stupid brain...

Grandpa

Well, I've just been told that my grandpa has dementia.

This scares me. And it's really horrible, because I'm not scared for him, I'm scared for me. Because dementia can go down families, and I would HATE to have it. Dementia sufferers lose themselves, and... I honestly don't think I could bear that.

...I'm so selfish.